On this day, 12 years ago, my Granny died of cancer at age 49.
She was really talented and i miss her. I wish she was here so we could do crafty things together and she could teach me to make miniatures. Funny - its only once you're older you realise how awesome someone is.
bleurgh. Just for today - I'd like to be anyone else but me.
self realisation - One might never be that person, but one never stops trying. You convince yourself you're being yourself, when all the while you are sub-consciously trying to be the person you wish you were.
I have that whole butterflies in the tummy, nervous laughter feeling. the one you get when you all of a sudden realise you like someone in that whole butterflies in the tummy, nervous laughter kinda way.
This morning we are preparing for our styling assignment - a fashion shoot fully styled by a group of five of us. It's all very exiting. We are shooting at a farm and its all very gory. A gross, yet lavish dinner party type feel.
One of the biggest regrets in my short life so far, is that i cannot play a musical instrument. I'd like to learn, but i am not sure which one. The guitar does not appeal to me, neither do the drums. Something like the xylophone, harp, piano or harmonica. I think both the xylophone and harmonica can be self taught, so perhaps i will give it a go...watch this space!